I do things that I instantly regret.
Ever wish you'd never opened your mouth or been drawn into something that shouldn't have been your issue.
Not going to go into great detail but last week I hurt two people who have been very close and supportive to me over the last 7 years and I don't know if they will ever speak to me again.
They know who they are and if they don't want to speak to me again I will understand.
adamantixx

sounds like you need a hug x